I overshare. Fact. Everyone and their mother knows everything about me. Anyone can find out what I had for breakfast, my current mood, if I'm on my period ...by asking or simply me telling. No need to say anything for me to tell you my life story ;). I share the small, mostly unimportant details of my life, but the big events going on I keep top secret. I only enjoy others knowing my business to a certain point. This point is hard to get to, as my friends know almost everything about me. But as well as they think they know me... they don't. I keep a lot to myself. I hold it all in. Sometimes I feel like I'll explode because of all the thoughts going through my head , but then I just tell myself "I'm fine I'm fine it's FINE!!!"
I am transparent because I choose to be. This is both good and bad. Good: Sharing my thoughts and whatever is on my mind helps me bond with others and connect in ways I wouldn't of thought was possible. In a way, I feel like the awkwardness of everything I say puts the people around me at ease. I don't judge anyone in order to not be judged myself. I'm weird and awkward and embarrassing and I know this! So does everyone around me. I am extremely straightforward. My friends mostly enjoy this until I say something they don't want to hear. That's when the bad comes in. I speak before I think and this is a quality that needs a ton ton ton of improvement. It is liked by some, frowned upon by others. As for myself, I honestly don't mind it. It's better to be blatantly honest than to tell a fat lie! And I wouldn't change this mindset if everyone and their mother wanted me to. :)))
I am transparent because I choose to be. This is both good and bad. Good: Sharing my thoughts and whatever is on my mind helps me bond with others and connect in ways I wouldn't of thought was possible. In a way, I feel like the awkwardness of everything I say puts the people around me at ease. I don't judge anyone in order to not be judged myself. I'm weird and awkward and embarrassing and I know this! So does everyone around me. I am extremely straightforward. My friends mostly enjoy this until I say something they don't want to hear. That's when the bad comes in. I speak before I think and this is a quality that needs a ton ton ton of improvement. It is liked by some, frowned upon by others. As for myself, I honestly don't mind it. It's better to be blatantly honest than to tell a fat lie! And I wouldn't change this mindset if everyone and their mother wanted me to. :)))
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