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it is 12:41 am

This draft was written about two weeks ago and never published but here it is... welcome to my blog ;)
It is currently 12:41 am and I should be studying for all of the finals that I have this week but instead here I am, writing my first blog post.
Since I have already procrastinated enough by starting this blog, I think I should procrastinate some more and give some insight into my life. First things first, I think I have the best life ever. Other times I think I have the worst life ever. I am very real but also very dramatic.I find things funny that other people don’t, laugh too often, and roll my eyes too much. I am a night owl. I am most productive at night (hence the act of starting this blog past midnight hehe.)
I enjoy writing. It is a hobby that I like to do for myself and myself only, but I think it might be time to share my thoughts. I have been poked to start this blog by a few different people, including random strangers here and there for quite some time now. Why I chose to start it NOW at this very moment is honestly because I am avoiding studying. This was a spur of the moment type of thing and I have not slept in quite some time so I might totally regret it when I wake up tomorrow. But, I might as well give it a try. It could be that I overly post, or that I never post again, so we’ll just have to wait and see. I hope you look forward to what comes next because it is a surprise for me too :)))))

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