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all about the small moments

2017. wooow. I wrote the year as "2014" on an assignment about three weeks ago so this is insaaane.

This year is definitely going to be eventful, thats for sure. But I am beyond excited for all of the events that this year brings, both good and bad.

Out of everything coming my way this year, its the small stuff that gets me most excited. I am excited to go back to school and see all my friends and go to softball practice and get in trouble for laughing too loud. Also to have my CLC and go to art class and have late starts on Wednesdays. I miss it. ALL of it. These moments excite me and make me happy.

Although this break was much needed and very refreshing, I am happy with the thought that school will be starting on Tuesday. I'll see my friends and laugh so hard at dumb things that I'll start to cry. I'll learn more than I know as I am writing this and experience new things. I probably still wont understand geometry and I'll become anxious when I have to take a quiz. But the best part is through all of this, these small moments, both good and bad, will keep bringing me happiness because they are what matter the most. I can confidently say I am ready for 2017 and everything it will bring.

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