I love to camp. Camping is my favorite activity, especially if I’m with the people that I love the most, aka my family. I love the feeling of breathing in crisp air from the high elevation. I love the sunshine. I don't think I could ever move to Seattle, because I would probably be depressed from all of the rain. I love flowers, especially daisies. I love polaroid pictures. It is the best way to capture forever images of my favorites, whether it is people, places, or things that I enjoy. I also love glitter. It is a way to describe me. Glitter is very direct. It gives a wow-factor and draws attention. I can relate to this. I draw attention in both negative and positive ways. Negative: I am clumsy. I am always falling, tripping, spilling things… drawing attention to myself. Positive: I am very outspoken. I am vocal about my thoughts and feelings which is good in my opinion. I make myself known to others through my emotions and sensations. My favorite city in the entire world is New York City. I love the quick atmosphere and the diverseness of all of the people living in this crazy city. Everyone has their own unique story. Relating to this, the stars in the sky can depict this story. Every person on this earth sees the same moon. The sun and the moon and the stars are beautifully insane. They provide a gorgeous sight for us every single night. And then the sun rises every single morning. With every sunrise comes new beginnings, opportunities, and chances to be taken. It is a blessing to wake up every morning to this wonderful earth. It is a privilege that we wake up with our hearts beating, and this privilege can easily be taken away. Having anxiety sometimes makes it feel like the privilege of my heart beating in my chest will be taken away. My heart beats quick when I’m excited or nervous or both. But my surroundings and faith in God helps me to ground myself and bring me back to who I really am. I am nobody else but myself.:)
Two weeks ago today I embarked on a new journey that is my sixteenth year of life. Very scary, very exciting. I have many hopes for it but I am trying to sail through the year with no expectations. I hope this is the year I figure stuff out. I don't know what kind of "stuff" I'm even talking about ... thats what I need to figure out ;) But I hope by this time next year I have a more transparent mindset when it comes to knowing what I want and knowing what I am doing, as I am extremely indecisive. And I hope this realization doesn't come in the way it would in a cheesy coming of age movie. On another note I am sixteen years and fourteen days old and already #living. I am a newly licensed driver and driving the road like I own it ;)). jk I drive like a granny I am excited to see what this year brings. Maybe new friends?? new mindsets?? life changing experiences ?? My hope is that the answer is yes to all of the above. And that will also be my answer to anythi...
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